My Best Friend Might Be Dead...

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And it's all thanks to some fuckers online. Seriously, I am livid if he's really dead. My best friend, :iconchimcharlover13:, could be dead right now and if he is...some pieces of shit need to pay. A few days ago, he messaged me when I was about to go to bed, saying he was going to end it all at last and saying basic suicidal things. He's talked this way before, and went to the hospital, but he always pulled through. But now...he seems to have vanished, and I really fear he's dead. He kept listing a bunch of reasons why he was going to kill himself, too. I won't go into some of the more personal things he said, but here are some of the reasons he gave me:

- His cat has cancer and is slowly dying, and he cannot bear to put her to sleep, but at the same time he knows she's suffering.

- His mother has been suffering from pain and misery, too, and she could very well have some sort of deadly disease, and she's his only family he has.

- Numerous health problems going on with his own body, most of which he didn't want to share.

- A selfish comic creator named :iconswsu-master: completely dismissed and disregarded a huge script he made for him and decided to make something completely horrible and stupid instead, basically spitting in his face and making my friend feel utterly worthless.

- A group of around 20 or so people in something called an ORG spending the past two weeks mocking him and bullying him and then refusing to let him win when he deserved it. Seriously, if this is true: fuck you assholes. Fuck all of you shit-stains who think it's fun to bully and abuse my friend for no reason, and you can't even let him win a stupid game when it means so much to him. You better hope I don't ever find any of you in real life, or I'm going to fuck you assholes up. That's a promise.

These are the main things he sited, saying that he can't live a peaceful life in real life, and he can't live one online, so he just wanted it to end. I tried to stop him, but he just left and never came back. It's been several days now, and I really think he might be dead. If he is...first off, all those online fuckers need to be punished harshly. Second...I'm going to seriously be upset, because he's been my dear friend for around 10 years now, and I don't want to think of him being gone. He may not always have been the nicest guy, but he's the most honest, intelligent, and faithful one a girl...or guy...could ever ask for. And that's the damn truth.

Oh, and I've been very busy for the summer, which is why I haven't been online. Who cares. That's not important here. I'm just...I'm very pissed off. BEYOND pissed. People online need to be accountable for the bullshit they do and the misery they inflict on others. He already had a horrible life as it was, and then he had to deal with fuckers online hurting him. I just hope and pray he's alright. He lives almost clear across the USA from me, but...I'm sending my prayers his way. I hope he's not dead.
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WreckerJ's avatar
I am really sorry for all of this happening to you and your friend, I can only imagine what it would be like if my best friend decided to go through this, I hope he gets through and doesn't go down that path, I've been there once since I'm was born with something that only 12 people in the world have and has made me feel like I'm missing out on some parts of life. Best of hopes that he is still alive.