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And it's all thanks to some fuckers online. Seriously, I am livid if he's really dead. My best friend, , could be dead right now and if he is...some pieces of shit need to pay. A few days ago, he messaged me when I was about to go to bed, saying he was going to end it all at last and saying basic suicidal things. He's talked this way before, and went to the hospital, but he always pulled through. But now...he seems to have vanished, and I really fear he's dead. He kept listing a bunch of reasons why he was going to kill himself, too. I won't go into some of the more personal things he said, but here are some of the reasons he gave me:
- His cat has cancer and is slowly dying, and he cannot bear to put her to sleep, but at the same time he knows she's suffering.
- His mother has been suffering from pain and misery, too, and she could very well have some sort of deadly disease, and she's his only family he has.
- Numerous health problems going on with his own body, most of which he didn't want to share.
- A selfish comic creator named completely dismissed and disregarded a huge script he made for him and decided to make something completely horrible and stupid instead, basically spitting in his face and making my friend feel utterly worthless.
- A group of around 20 or so people in something called an ORG spending the past two weeks mocking him and bullying him and then refusing to let him win when he deserved it. Seriously, if this is true: fuck you assholes. Fuck all of you shit-stains who think it's fun to bully and abuse my friend for no reason, and you can't even let him win a stupid game when it means so much to him. You better hope I don't ever find any of you in real life, or I'm going to fuck you assholes up. That's a promise.
These are the main things he sited, saying that he can't live a peaceful life in real life, and he can't live one online, so he just wanted it to end. I tried to stop him, but he just left and never came back. It's been several days now, and I really think he might be dead. If he is...first off, all those online fuckers need to be punished harshly. Second...I'm going to seriously be upset, because he's been my dear friend for around 10 years now, and I don't want to think of him being gone. He may not always have been the nicest guy, but he's the most honest, intelligent, and faithful one a girl...or guy...could ever ask for. And that's the damn truth.
Oh, and I've been very busy for the summer, which is why I haven't been online. Who cares. That's not important here. I'm just...I'm very pissed off. BEYOND pissed. People online need to be accountable for the bullshit they do and the misery they inflict on others. He already had a horrible life as it was, and then he had to deal with fuckers online hurting him. I just hope and pray he's alright. He lives almost clear across the USA from me, but...I'm sending my prayers his way. I hope he's not dead.
- His cat has cancer and is slowly dying, and he cannot bear to put her to sleep, but at the same time he knows she's suffering.
- His mother has been suffering from pain and misery, too, and she could very well have some sort of deadly disease, and she's his only family he has.
- Numerous health problems going on with his own body, most of which he didn't want to share.
- A selfish comic creator named completely dismissed and disregarded a huge script he made for him and decided to make something completely horrible and stupid instead, basically spitting in his face and making my friend feel utterly worthless.
- A group of around 20 or so people in something called an ORG spending the past two weeks mocking him and bullying him and then refusing to let him win when he deserved it. Seriously, if this is true: fuck you assholes. Fuck all of you shit-stains who think it's fun to bully and abuse my friend for no reason, and you can't even let him win a stupid game when it means so much to him. You better hope I don't ever find any of you in real life, or I'm going to fuck you assholes up. That's a promise.
These are the main things he sited, saying that he can't live a peaceful life in real life, and he can't live one online, so he just wanted it to end. I tried to stop him, but he just left and never came back. It's been several days now, and I really think he might be dead. If he is...first off, all those online fuckers need to be punished harshly. Second...I'm going to seriously be upset, because he's been my dear friend for around 10 years now, and I don't want to think of him being gone. He may not always have been the nicest guy, but he's the most honest, intelligent, and faithful one a girl...or guy...could ever ask for. And that's the damn truth.
Oh, and I've been very busy for the summer, which is why I haven't been online. Who cares. That's not important here. I'm just...I'm very pissed off. BEYOND pissed. People online need to be accountable for the bullshit they do and the misery they inflict on others. He already had a horrible life as it was, and then he had to deal with fuckers online hurting him. I just hope and pray he's alright. He lives almost clear across the USA from me, but...I'm sending my prayers his way. I hope he's not dead.
Sorry I've Been Away
So, I'm extremely sorry for my absence on here. I sadly have been drifting more and more away from this site, and online sites in general, because my real life has been a nightmare. I had to switch jobs and move out of my apartment because I couldn't pay the rent, and I moved a few miles away from where I used to be. So, that combined with working at a new restaurant and getting settled into yet another home has been stressful beyond belief. Still, I didn't want to just abandon this place and those that do care for me, so I do want to stop in now and then and say hello, maybe stomp a few of you flat, crush a few of you beneath my rear, and ha
I Can Be A Bachelorette
I really actually like being a relationship, so the fact I'm no longer in one makes me upset. Unlike a lot of losers that "need a lot of time" to get over a breakup, I get back on my feet immediately. So, I know a lot of you out there like me...for whatever reason...so, why not give all of you a chance to win my love? I know I'm not THAT important; I'm probably not important at all! But, for me, love should be sweet and romantic...but also fun and interesting. And watching The Bachelor and The Bachelorette is good fun! So why not do the same thing here? It doesn't hurt to at least try. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
So, if you are interes
Love Is A Sadistic Thing
Well, unfortunately, it looks like someone who I had considered my boyfriend has removed and blocked me from his accounts. How lovely, am I right? I won't out who they are, since giving them any further form of attention would be too kind, but chances are most of you will know. Apparently, when I came online today, my dear friend Josh (Chimcharlover13) came to me in tears and told me how hateful a certain someone had been to him for no reason and urged me to break all contact with them due to their true colors coming out. Before I could investigate myself, I discovered I had been blocked. Guess Josh was proven correct by default. Very nice.
Birthday Time!
Yep, another year and another birthday. No leveling up or hatch day or any bullshit like that. It's my birthday, and that's something to be celebrated...well, maybe not, but for me it is. Because I'm awesome. So all of you bow down and worship me or else I'll MAKE you do it, and that will just end in deep pain, so let's not go there. Wish me luck on another day of celebrating my joyful birth. ilish (https://www.deviantart.com/ilish)
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I am really sorry for all of this happening to you and your friend, I can only imagine what it would be like if my best friend decided to go through this, I hope he gets through and doesn't go down that path, I've been there once since I'm was born with something that only 12 people in the world have and has made me feel like I'm missing out on some parts of life. Best of hopes that he is still alive.